(Maybe that's the truth of it.
Only God knows how much I hate myself.
I was ready. I was so ready.
But now I think I'm even more ready,
To hold myself down to this pole.
To make all of my fears known.
To show what these stars have shone.
To create the shadows behind the trees
In the forests which we've made our lives.
And in the Tired River, where the fish are me,
I will spear them down and eat them raw.
I shall consume my living memories,
Before they do consume me.
Or perhaps I should just give myself to them.
Maybe that's the truth of it,
Because only God knows how much.)
Go kiss the sun,
Before all your fears come back.
Well mine is done.
Washed up in the ocean of black.
Hand out my life
For all of these little lions dead.
But you didn't know
That these feelings have gone to bed.
These clouds will clear
But not until after my time is done.
Judge your ways
Before your time has come.
And answer to our god
When your heart has ruined everything else.
And he'll give love,
Just as long as you give yours too.
Do it now, before the feelings of life are dead.
Do consume me, my memories of the living dead.
Do it now, before this water becomes stagnate.
Do consume me, before I regret all of it.
Consume me now, and maybe I'll become the sun.
Only God knows how much I hate myself.
I was ready. I was so ready.
But now I think I'm even more ready,
To hold myself down to this pole.
To make all of my fears known.
To show what these stars have shone.
To create the shadows behind the trees
In the forests which we've made our lives.
And in the Tired River, where the fish are me,
I will spear them down and eat them raw.
I shall consume my living memories,
Before they do consume me.
Or perhaps I should just give myself to them.
Maybe that's the truth of it,
Because only God knows how much.)
Go kiss the sun,
Before all your fears come back.
Well mine is done.
Washed up in the ocean of black.
Hand out my life
For all of these little lions dead.
But you didn't know
That these feelings have gone to bed.
These clouds will clear
But not until after my time is done.
Judge your ways
Before your time has come.
And answer to our god
When your heart has ruined everything else.
And he'll give love,
Just as long as you give yours too.
Do it now, before the feelings of life are dead.
Do consume me, my memories of the living dead.
Do it now, before this water becomes stagnate.
Do consume me, before I regret all of it.
Consume me now, and maybe I'll become the sun.